Comments on Positive Attitude!: Obsessions

Hahahaha i just love the shirts hahahaha

2008-04-09T23:28:00.000-04:00

Hahahaha i just love the shirts hahahaha

I've sabotaged myself before, but after a couple d...

2008-04-09T00:17:00.000-04:00

I've sabotaged myself before, but after a couple days I usually slap myself mentally and snap out of it.

It's hard not to backslide. All the evil stuff can be so good!

Fatboy is still alive? And he still lives in Laa-l...

2008-03-29T01:39:00.000-04:00

Fatboy is still alive? And he still lives in Laa-laa land! lol

I have not been here in a while. I really never vi...

2008-03-28T02:00:00.000-04:00

I have not been here in a while. I really never visit your blog because all of your false friends have seen through you and they never post here anyway. You are a failure just as I predicted. The other blog-rats all abandoned the sinking ship of your life.

As I sit here in my new house, looking at my new car in the driveway, while my hottie wife sleeps in our bed after mind-blowing sex with me, I realize that I am wasting my time by visiting your blog to see if it was deleted or abandoned.

You are totally beneath me and you have no life. You will keep blogging about your failures because that is what you are.

I accomplished my goals. I received recognition in my field. I have accomplished financial success because my accomplishments fueled me forward.

You could have acknowledged my success and praised me, but you made fun of me instead. You think that you are so tough, but you have failed. Soon you will reach 300 pounds and then you will have a heart attack and die.

This is the fate of failures. Those who fail reap the karma they sow.

Normalman
formerly Fatboy

YOu like the big squirrel or the little one?

2008-03-27T19:25:00.000-04:00

YOu like the big squirrel or the little one?

Hey, I like your squirrel avatar, it made me laugh...

2008-03-27T17:11:00.000-04:00

Hey, I like your squirrel avatar, it made me laugh - thanks!!!

Sometimes I think our self-destructive behavior is...

2008-03-24T14:39:00.000-04:00

Sometimes I think our self-destructive behavior is aimed at a belief that we're somehow immortal. I saw somewhere that, though we all know we're going to die, nobody thinks it's going to happen anytime soon. So we keep endangering our lives long-term by smoking, over-eating, driving too fast, ignoring doctor's orders, etc.

Spidey, I hit the scales at 250.6 this morning. I...

2008-03-23T23:45:00.000-04:00

Spidey,
I hit the scales at 250.6 this morning. I may have been at 252-3 a few days ago before I started hitting the cardio and giving all the extra beer to my buddy Joel.
I think I gained some of the weight book because honestly Dr. Phil or the other guru's don't write about what happens when you pretty much hit your goals.
The Captain

I think you are spot on here. I am compulsive obse...

2008-03-23T15:58:00.000-04:00

I think you are spot on here. I am compulsive obsessive ... mostly with sugar, but sometimes in other areas as well. The other areas are mild enough for me to laugh at myself and keep the behaviour in check, but the sugar obsession is pure self destruction and that is the behaviour that is taking me a lifetime to address so that I don't kill myself with a preventable disease.

It becomes like a compulsion that controls us and ...

2008-03-23T06:56:00.000-04:00

It becomes like a compulsion that controls us and needs to keep us down. It's like a living thing inside of us. That sounds a little sci-fi, but tell me it isn't like that?
Healing takes something that clicks or is activated inside of us. It's not just motivation or willpower. It's an undescribable drive that pushes past the inner demons.

And i wasn't sabotaging myself with that bloody slimmers group already!! lol
I'll start calling you "Dad" if you don't watch it! :oÞ lol

I've actually never thought if it like that, like ...

2008-03-21T09:12:00.000-04:00

I've actually never thought if it like that, like I was overweight cause I'm trying to kill myself. I don't think that's it for me. What I have thought of is, it's my own personal hell for some things in life I didn't do quite right, or didn't act quite right. I don't know. I think the wt thing has a lot to do with self esteem or lack of it. Well, that's for me anyway. I always have eternal hope that I can cure this demon, my inner demons and get to a healthy weight for the rest of my life. I really don't know why we self sabotage....it really sucks. I do it over and over when I get close to the 200lb mark. What the heck is it? Fear of success? Fear of failure? Just the love of food? I don't think it is the love of food, not really. But, what if you keep digging deep into your soul and you still can't find out how to fix yourself? How to be happy and healthy. A never ending battle.
I can't sleep this morning so I might be a little more negative than usual. ha. Take care spider.